Episode Nine Conversations

[Kevin]

survivoreye: why me?
l3tters to y0u: what do ya mean
survivoreye: you said "hate you joe stephen and ryan"
survivoreye: or maybe I didn't understand kk
l3tters to y0u: ooooho imean i hate them
l3tters to y0u: lol
l3tters to y0u: your the only one left that i can trust for beans
survivoreye: k someone came to me and was like
l3tters to y0u: lmfao, i havent said for beans in a long time
survivoreye: "kevin, nina and joe are together and nina is the pawn"
l3tters to y0u: stephen?
survivoreye: I'm sure using process of elimination you can guess who i am talking about
survivoreye: nope
survivoreye: lol
l3tters to y0u: ryan
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: x:
l3tters to y0u: i shoulda evicted that little bitch
l3tters to y0u: i did him a huge favor and this is what i get
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: but yeah..he sounded really convincing
survivoreye: seriously kevin...were you with them over me?
l3tters to y0u: now that shes gone, yeah its obovius i was with nina
l3tters to y0u: never joe
l3tters to y0u: i dont trust him for anything, ive wanted him out since we merged
survivoreye: would you have evicted nina over me?
l3tters to y0u: every confessional im like "i hope joe goes this time" lolol
l3tters to y0u: i did
l3tters to y0u: =)
survivoreye: that's true. but you may have known they had majority.
l3tters to y0u: Val told me they did, but I was going to vote for her anyway
l3tters to y0u: i forgot the votes were due last night lol
survivoreye: why didn't you say you were with her? I didn't love nina particularly but it wouldn't have changed my strategy and i would have been happy to go to the f3 with you guys
survivoreye: and you were good at hiding it so now i worry you may be with joe
l3tters to y0u: i told you i was close with her, and i just said i wnated us to be the final 3. i was going to take you.. :-\
l3tters to y0u: i guess i cant really say anything to convince you
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: you also were like "nina or ryan" /: eh. i dunno.
l3tters to y0u: i made her a promise when we merged bc i knew her from a game i hosted, but she became inactive so its not like i was goign to fight for her to stay in
survivoreye: why did ryan say you were with joe then?
survivoreye: sorry if i'm being accusatory
l3tters to y0u: its just exhausting bc this game is relentless and im so tired of everyone questioning my motives, its the final 5 and this whole game ive just had my alliances and stuck to them
l3tters to y0u: why wouldnt he say i was with joe?
l3tters to y0u: people make up lies to further themselves in the game
l3tters to y0u: im just so tired of like the one person i trust getting evicted, it happens every round and ugh..i cant take it anymore
l3tters to y0u: your the only one left that i trust and have trusted forever, and now your questioning if i ever did
l3tters to y0u: and that just makes me mad because theres no way i would ever have nominated or evicted you
survivoreye: sorry. it's just that..ryan sounded really sincere and
survivoreye: i guess i wanted reassurance
l3tters to y0u: are you close with ryan? i mean he hasnt been around for weeks and now he comes back and is like OMG LOL ALLIANCE
l3tters to y0u: freaking VERONICA started that whole rumor
survivoreye: I'm not against you now or anythingthis just got me worried.
survivoreye: nope
l3tters to y0u: because me nina and joe were online at the same time when we said we were voting for
survivoreye: We aren't close at all
l3tters to y0u: then he has no reason to be telling the truth
l3tters to y0u: i thought i could win this game by not telling any lies but now it seems like thats not possible
survivoreye: what are you gonna do /:
l3tters to y0u: sorry im ranting
l3tters to y0u: lol
l3tters to y0u: if i win hoh i wanna nominate stephen and ryan
survivoreye: it's ok. i'm sorry for doubting you.
l3tters to y0u: i have no deals with them and i didnt promise them anything
l3tters to y0u: why not joe?
l3tters to y0u: bc hes not spreading these stupid rumours
l3tters to y0u: oh man im getting cranky, lmfao
survivoreye: it's ok
l3tters to y0u: i feel sickish, im ognnag o lie down.
l3tters to y0u: ttys :-)
survivoreye: ok
survivoreye: /:
survivoreye: sorry
l3tters to y0u: yes alex you made me sick
l3tters to y0u: lmfao
l3tters to y0u: i havent felt good all day :-P
l3tters to y0u: Y DO U DO THIS TO ME

[Kevin]

l3tters to y0u: Hey Ryan :-)
spanellers1: hey kevin, final five!
l3tters to y0u: i know!
l3tters to y0u: congrats!
spanellers1: thanks
l3tters to y0u: im feeling nervous as hell though
l3tters to y0u: lol
spanellers1: now, i'm mad
l3tters to y0u: me too kidna =/
l3tters to y0u: lol
l3tters to y0u: whats up?
spanellers1: i only used the veto for the sake of using it because val said veto was over at F5
spanellers1: now she says that we can use it as final five!
l3tters to y0u: omg
l3tters to y0u: really?
l3tters to y0u: you used it jut to use it
spanellers1: yeah...
l3tters to y0u: that blows...
spanellers1: no use putting a veto to waste
l3tters to y0u: yeah i know
spanellers1: i spent 100 on it, and i only have like 10 now
l3tters to y0u: your not going anywhere, if anyone besides me wins hoh i think im toast
spanellers1: really?
spanellers1: wait, but don't you have golden veto?
l3tters to y0u: everyone still believes that stupid thing that im with joe and nina
spanellers1: or did joe buy it first?
l3tters to y0u: im not sure, val never said
spanellers1: when did this come about? joe and nina
l3tters to y0u: *sigh* stephen is telling everyone that and its not true
l3tters to y0u: veronica
l3tters to y0u: when she was evicted me joe and nina were online at the same time, telling her
l3tters to y0u: she went nutso and told everyone we had an alliance
spanellers1: wow, very odd
l3tters to y0u: i flipped out on alex for asking me about it :-( i feel bad now...its just frustrating hearing it over and over
l3tters to y0u: i feel like i can never just relax for ar ound
spanellers1: this is really odd, that means there are like no alliances in the house
l3tters to y0u: hahaha, from what everyone is saying, right :-P
l3tters to y0u: everyone just follows the majority
spanellers1: why? what do you know?
spanellers1: so it seems, i think it's gonna be my time
spanellers1: unless i win HoH
l3tters to y0u: does stephen or alex have any vetos
l3tters to y0u: or joe
l3tters to y0u: blah i dont even know what to do anymore
spanellers1: it's either you or jo
spanellers1: e
spanellers1: alex can't buy one since i did
l3tters to y0u: are you with stephen?
l3tters to y0u: to be blunt, lol. since you saved him
spanellers1: no, lol
spanellers1: i just wanted to use my veto!
l3tters to y0u: hahahaha yeah i feel ya
l3tters to y0u: i just trust him the least =/
l3tters to y0u: dotn tell him that, lol
spanellers1: lol, i wouldnt talk to him to forward him that information
l3tters to y0u: haha
l3tters to y0u: i just feel
l3tters to y0u: like at a dead end
spanellers1: how so?
l3tters to y0u: like i dont know what to do
spanellers1: i like you, i'm assuming that everyone else likes you as well if you act the same way, so you shouldn't have much of a problem
l3tters to y0u: same, and same
l3tters to y0u: =)
l3tters to y0u: personally, who would you want gone this round
spanellers1: hm, most likely alex
spanellers1: but, it could be anyone
l3tters to y0u: yeah
spanellers1: joe, stephen, who knows
l3tters to y0u: just depends on this hoh
l3tters to y0u: yeah yeah
l3tters to y0u: ill figure ti out when it happens
spanellers1: i think whoever wins HoH will probably just put you and joe up since one of you have veto
l3tters to y0u: yeah
l3tters to y0u: and see what happens
l3tters to y0u: and if i take myself off
spanellers1: make sure that neither of you can use veto from the outside forcing a replacement nominee
l3tters to y0u: im safe
l3tters to y0u: right
l3tters to y0u: i actually
l3tters to y0u: klind fo want to get nominated
l3tters to y0u: ill ask val if i have it
spanellers1: oh, so you do have veto?
l3tters to y0u: let me go check my posts
l3tters to y0u: h/o
spanellers1: lol
l3tters to y0u: oh YAY
l3tters to y0u: i do have one
l3tters to y0u: :-D
spanellers1: yay!
l3tters to y0u: hotness
spanellers1: if i'm on the block and you're not, can you save me??? :-P
l3tters to y0u: nominate me please
l3tters to y0u: lmfao
spanellers1: lol
l3tters to y0u: or that too
l3tters to y0u: :-)
spanellers1: hm, i have an interesting thought
l3tters to y0u: yeah?
spanellers1: let me just come up with some details for it
l3tters to y0u: okay
l3tters to y0u: =P
l3tters to y0u: im gonna go eat dinner, ill leave my a/m on
l3tters to y0u: ttys =)
spanellers1: if i'm on the block and you use the veto on me (i have a feeling i'll be up since i have no social relations)

Auto response from l3tters to y0u: dinner, bbs

spanellers1: considering neither of us win HoH, we'll be the two votes and control the verdict
spanellers1: we decide who leaves, then we both get to compete in F4 HoH
spanellers1: well have a 2/3 shot
spanellers1: if we win, we make the other person the sole vote of the week
spanellers1: then, 2/3 shot at next HoH
spanellers1: so, if we throw HoH, and i get myself on the block and keep you off of it
spanellers1: we'll be the two votes after veto, we control it, then have 2/3 shot at F4 HoH and final HoH as well
spanellers1: then, if we stay true to each other to the end, that would mean we have a 2/3 shot of being the final 2
spanellers1: so my thought is, if you're willing, this plan can work perfectly
spanellers1: i'm sure i can secure a position on the block
spanellers1 signed off at 6:31:42 PM.
spanellers1 signed on at 6:32:06 PM.
spanellers1 signed off at 6:37:28 PM.

[Kevin]

survivoreye: Hi.
l3tters to y0u: are upi
l3tters to y0u: you
l3tters to y0u: omgmlgig rofl
survivoreye: yesh
l3tters to y0u: oh sorry :-(
l3tters to y0u: i didnt know that wa syou
survivoreye: that's ok! i was worried cause you blocked me
survivoreye: lol
l3tters to y0u: im gonig to bed now though
l3tters to y0u: hahah
l3tters to y0u: nooo
l3tters to y0u: privacy
l3tters to y0u: on my BL
l3tters to y0u: i set it back to the way it was
survivoreye: it's ok
l3tters to y0u: since i was hosting a mini i had it so anyone could talk to me
l3tters to y0u: sorry about before :-(
survivoreye: before?
l3tters to y0u: when i got kinda mad
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: it's ok. I'm sorry for doubting you. this is cheesy but i think you are a pretty cool guy and i'd love to be f2 with you and when ryan said you were with nian and it turned out to be true i got suspicious.
survivoreye: cause i've been backstabbed like...7 times. I can understand if it for strategic purposes but yeah. It sucks.
l3tters to y0u: yeah i know..this game seriously has sucked more than it hasnt
l3tters to y0u: but nina was just that one person besides you taht i actually believed
l3tters to y0u: she nver lied to me and i didnt wanna ruin that and have her leave
l3tters to y0u: i hate being here with people who lie out of their teeth
survivoreye: I didn't talk to her much
survivoreye: i dunno. Ryan was so believable.
l3tters to y0u: well you nkow what he talked to me abotu today?
survivoreye: what?
l3tters to y0u: i dont care i tell you evrthing
l3tters to y0u: lmao
l3tters to y0u: he has this huge plan
survivoreye: /:
l3tters to y0u: about how he goes up on block this week, i take him off
l3tters to y0u: so me and him are safe
l3tters to y0u: so then we have 2/3 chance of wnining Final 4 hoh
l3tters to y0u: and then the final one too
l3tters to y0u: and im like
survivoreye: yes
l3tters to y0u: umm dinner
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: i don't follow his plan entirely
survivoreye: joe has lied too though i think
l3tters to y0u: he wants to be vetoed this round, so me and him can for sure compete in the Final 4 Hoh
survivoreye: cause he was with jordan
l3tters to y0u: and then since we hae a good chance of wnining that, he thinks well make f3 too
l3tters to y0u: Yeah joe... ugh
l3tters to y0u: dont trust him
l3tters to y0u: stephen... rude
survivoreye: stephen totally hates me
l3tters to y0u: alex i wanna win hoh
l3tters to y0u: but if we do this time
l3tters to y0u: f4 were screwed
survivoreye: win hoh at final 4
l3tters to y0u: like karen and nak
survivoreye: do you have veto?
l3tters to y0u: two
l3tters to y0u: =)
survivoreye: i should go for hoh
l3tters to y0u: i've saved these babies
survivoreye: or ryan or whatever
survivoreye: and we'll see who he puts up
l3tters to y0u: yeah, i wont be here tom. i dont think
l3tters to y0u: yeah
survivoreye: and then you can veto yourself
l3tters to y0u: i should be though
l3tters to y0u: yeah
l3tters to y0u: id even say you should put me up
survivoreye: and then you veto yourself?
l3tters to y0u: very quickly
l3tters to y0u: tell me when you post nominations
l3tters to y0u: and ill be right there waiting to get veto
l3tters to y0u: lmfao
l3tters to y0u: it will be suspicious but who cares
survivoreye: i was actually thinking that too
l3tters to y0u: =)
l3tters to y0u: dont post without me
l3tters to y0u: lmao
survivoreye: of course not
l3tters to y0u: im gonna go read this fan fic
l3tters to y0u: its so cool
l3tters to y0u: survivor jakarta
survivoreye: what fanfic?
l3tters to y0u: i reccomend it =)
survivoreye: i don't like fanfics much
l3tters to y0u: p097.ezboard.com/bsurvivorjakarta
l3tters to y0u: its gooood
l3tters to y0u: i really gotta go to be dthough
l3tters to y0u: its sooo late
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: ok
survivoreye: night pls
l3tters to y0u: byee

[Kevin]

l3tters to y0u: ryan is teh h of oh!
survivoreye: I KNO
l3tters to y0u: double you tee eff
l3tters to y0u: *gets veto ready*
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: doubt you tee eff?
l3tters to y0u: (wtf)
l3tters to y0u:
survivoreye: WELL I SUBMITTED
survivoreye: what do you think of stephen?
l3tters to y0u: me too =(
l3tters to y0u: i relaly dont know!
l3tters to y0u: i dont want to say anything around him
survivoreye: he's smart
l3tters to y0u: bc i dont want to offend him or have him tell everyone what i said
l3tters to y0u: i dont reallly trust em
survivoreye: i think he's better at hoh then ryan but i dunno
l3tters to y0u: i kinda hope joe goes tho
l3tters to y0u: yeah yeah
survivoreye: i like joe more /:
survivoreye: i dunno
l3tters to y0u: i dont know what i think anymore
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: we'll see what happens
l3tters to y0u: im tired of talking abotu this game.
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: ok /:
l3tters to y0u: nooo i mean not with you
l3tters to y0u: just in general
survivoreye: kk
l3tters to y0u: everyone else is hard to keep a convo going w/
survivoreye: yeah
survivoreye: well
survivoreye: joe is talkative
survivoreye: but
survivoreye: not as the same time
l3tters to y0u: yeah, hes one of those like
l3tters to y0u: every 5 minute tlakers
l3tters to y0u: blabalba ..... blablablablablabbal .... lablablabla
survivoreye: stephen makes me nervous though
survivoreye: btw..I'm gonna be gone saturday for two weeks
l3tters to y0u: okay
l3tters to y0u: i'll keep you in
l3tters to y0u: dont you worry
survivoreye: would you be willing to put the game on hold? :-D
l3tters to y0u: hahahaha i would but i dont know about val =P
survivoreye: well she said she'd think about it
survivoreye: i hate being away in this stage in the game
l3tters to y0u: i know... it happened to me before
l3tters to y0u: the results were less than desirable
l3tters to y0u: lol
survivoreye: but you'd be ok with it? /:
l3tters to y0u: sure, lol
survivoreye: KEWL
l3tters to y0u: i dont care =P
l3tters to y0u: :-)
survivoreye: i figure if people are willing then that's a better ahcnew she'll delay it
survivoreye: i know..I'm selfish
survivoreye: this assumgin i make final four though...so i dunno
l3tters to y0u: ahcnew?
l3tters to y0u:
l3tters to y0u: you will
l3tters to y0u: lol
l3tters to y0u: im not voting toevict you if you are even nominated
l3tters to y0u: and if you go umm
l3tters to y0u: im screwed forever
l3tters to y0u: ll
survivoreye: eh. we'll see. I don't think ryan will put me up but i don't know
l3tters to y0u: he needs t come online asap